Thursday, October 9, 2014

The Beating Of Her Luminous Wings, Chapter 1


Written By Ivan Overmoyer
Illustrations by Nikki Leeper
Copyright (c) 2014, All Rights Reserved


Chapter 1


           Dr. Wallace lived alone ever since his wife had passed. Having retired in his old age to a small house out in the country, he spent his days in quiet solitude, gardening or walking in the woods, communing with nature. Often he would read, and sometimes he would write. He often wrote letters to friends he had met in his younger days, or to his children, who had all long ago moved away to have lives of their own.
           He would go into town every few days for the few provisions he needed to survive and couldn't make himself. He would catch up with his acquaintances, maybe stop for a conversation over coffee, go to the post office and take care of some of his other errands and then go home. Most of his evenings were spent reading poetry.
           He thought frequently of his wife and of the life they had shared, making a home in a small town after the war, setting up a small family practice and, eventually, starting a family of their own... They'd done well for themselves, and despite the occasional argument had had a long and happy marriage. When she grew sick in her old age he'd stayed by her side, loving and caring for her as best he could, ever the faithful husband. Often he dreamed of her, still beautiful in her old age, floating in through the open bedroom window like a ghost or an angel, smiling upon him as her long white hair hung in the air about her as if in water. The window would fly open and in she would come, alighting down next to him to embrace him in his sleep.
          This was his dream. He never once imagined it would actually happen.
Strictly speaking, it didn't. Not exactly, anyway. But, one night in midsummer, somebody did come through his window, much like in his dream but louder, and with more broken glass, thumping painfully into his bed's footboard as she hit the ground.
          He jumped and, with a surprised yelp, inadvertently tossed the volume of poetry he'd been reading by lamplight several feet into the air, catching it a moment later as it fell back into his hands. His head roared with adrenaline as his eyes flicked from the shattered window to the broken glass scattered across the floor, and his jaw flapped in useless shock for a moment before he was finally able to speak. “What in the hell was that!?” he finally exclaimed, crawling over the covers. As he did so, he saw his unexpected guest sit up and shake the glass shards out of her short, feathery white hair.
          Before he could reach the foot of the bed she was up again and stumbling across the room, clearly struggling to keep anything that vaguely resembled a sense of balance. As she skittered across the room, all he could really make out was a head of messy white hair above some kind of tattered white cloak with a furry collar before she slammed into his dresser, not quite knocking it over but still pushing it several feet. She bounced off of it and veered toward the floor lamp. “Oh, no no no no no DON'T-” he reached out a hand to stop her but it was already too late. The lamp knocked into the wall, crushing the shade and shattering the bulbs with a noise he thought was a bit louder than it ought to be, and the room flickered into darkness. There was a thump followed by something sliding against the drywall, and then silence as Wallace finally made it to the edge of the bed. He swung his feet down toward his slippers, then stopped himself and picked them up instead. He shook them over the edge of the bed to make sure they were empty of glass. Nothing came out, so he slipped them on carefully and stood up, trying to calm his pounding heart. He could hear somebody groaning as he went across the floor, crunching occasionally, to flip on the light switch.
          She was an impish girl, pale skinned with feathery white hair that stuck out haphazardly around her head. Under her odd cloak she wore a sleeveless dress that hung about to her knees made of some silvery material he didn't immediately recognize, with a cloth belt around her waist and a small pair of shoes that matched her dress. She was holding her head and wincing.
Still shaking, Wallace looked from her, to the dresser, to the window, then back at her, trying in some small way to figure out what had just happened. He tried going through it step by step, but the only two steps he could think of was “Reading Ogden Nash's “The Smelt”' and “Girl Crashes Through Window for No Apparent Reason.” Of course there was no correlation between the two, and the more he tried to find any the more he realized it was a pointless endeavor. And at any rate there was now a girl sitting in a mess of broken glass on his bedroom floor, possibly with serious head injury. He did his best to collect himself and recall his medical training. “Are you alright?” he said, reaching down to help her up. “How are you feeling?”



          She looked up at him as she took his hand and he flinched almost imperceptibly when he saw her eyes-- they were a very dark blueish grey, almost black. It was a little shocking, but in light of recent events it was something he could handle. She looked up at him like a stray cat, fearful, but still willing to accept assistance. “Confused, mostly,” she said. He pulled her to her feet and her cloak rustled.
          “I meant physically,” he said. “Do you feel dizzy? Nauseous?”
She stumbled again and he caught her. “Something like that,” she muttered.
“Come on,” he said, guiding her carefully to the door and turning the light off after them. “Let's get you downstairs.” He closed the door as they left the room. There was nothing he could do for the bedroom now, but if he could keep moths and bats from getting into the rest of the house, he would. He walked her slowly down the stairs and into the kitchen, guiding her carefully through the darkness, supporting her with an arm around her back.
          “Where am I?” she asked as they reached the base of the stairs.
           “Uh oh,” he murmured. “You experiencing memory loss?”
           She shook her head and winced. “No, I just don't recognize this place,” she said. “Should I be?”
           “Well I don't know about should,” he muttered. “Do you remember how you got here?”
           “You mean aside from...” she gestured vaguely upward.
           “Aside from the window, yes.” He sat her down in a chair next to the kitchen table and turned the lights on low.
          “No.”
          “So you are experiencing memory loss.”
          “Yes but I think that happened before I hit my head.”
          Wallace blinked. “What?”
          “I don't really remember anything before coming through the window,” she explained.
          “Oh. So... you remember breaking through the window, but nothing before that?”
          She shook her head and winced again. “Ow... no, no I remember I saw the light through the window, and... and going for it...” She trailed off, nodding slightly.
          Wallace couldn't tell if she was confused or not. Certainly what she was saying didn't make a whole lot of sense, but she sounded as if she was thinking clearly. Maybe she was remembering a vivd hallucination? He shook his head. There were more pressing things to attend to at the moment. He fetched a pen light from a nearby drawer and placed a gentle hand on the top of her head, turning her face up toward him. “Try to hold still,” he said. He clicked the light on and no sooner had he pointed it into her eyes than she snatched it from him with a delighted squeak.
          “Ooh, that is lovely!” she exclaimed, staring into the little light and tapping at its lens.
          “Hey! Do you mind? I need that!” He snatched it back from her.
          “But...” He held it out of her reach.
          “Please control yourself, I'm trying to help you.” She looked up at him pitifully, her big grey eyes staring dolefully into his. He sighed. “You can have it back when I'm done.”
She sat up straight, seemingly satisfied with the arrangement, and as he returned the light to her eyes he could see her straining to keep her hands in her lap.
          Aside from their peculiar color, her eyes seemed normal, and as soon as he was satisfied that there was nothing wrong with them he straightened again (as much as his back would let him) and held out the pen light to her. She immediately brightened and snatched it up again, inspecting the light it emitted at every possible angle, cooing over it all the while. He regarded her for a moment, scratching his head, then took the opportunity to feel around her neck for any pain. As completely engrossed with the pen light as she was, she didn't even seem to notice when he applied pressure around her neck, so it was probably safe to assume that he wasn't hurting her. She was similarly responsive when he tested her reflexes with the handle of a table knife. If she was aware that her legs were jerking out at the knee seemingly out of her control, she certainly didn't care. Usually people jumped, even when they were paying attention to what he was doing. Apparently she was really into the penlight.
          “Well, you seem alright,” he said, putting the knife away. “Just a mild concussion, nothing too serious. I'm going to get you some Tylenol for your head.” He started to leave, then stopped. “Don't go anywhere, okay?” She looked up from the pen light at him and nodded, but then he saw her get distracted by the light fixture above the kitchen table. As a precaution, he shut the kitchen light off as he left, leaving her in the dark with her penlight.
          Dr. Wallace walked through the darkened house, still unsure if he was dreaming or not. It didn't feel like a dream (aside from the fact that he had been forced to recall some of his medical training in a fit of panic), but he could think of no other way to explain what was happening. But then, he hadn't even bothered to ask the young woman her name. She might be able to answer at least a few of his questions. Maybe.
          The sudden light as he flipped the switch in the bathroom made him squint. He shaded his eyes and felt his way to the medicine cabinet. It didn't take long for his eyes to adjust and he found the Tylenol with little difficulty. Then, as he turned to leave, he saw something strange outside the window. Indistinct movement on the other side of the glass. He squinted through his reading glasses, trying to make out some shape or form, anything to identify, but at this distance...
          He set down the bottle of Tylenol and leaned over the toilet, pressing his face up to the glass. He saw a multitude of tiny wings and tinier legs, fluttering and scrabbling at the window, fighting to get through a barrier their owners' little minds could never comprehend.
          Moths. Huh. That was a lot of moths. He didn't think he'd ever seen that many one place before. Odd. Just a weird night, he guessed.
He returned to the darkened kitchen, Tylenol in hand, to find the pen light glowing redly through the girl's cheek. She looked up at him when he turned the light back on, the handle of the penlight hanging casually out of her mouth.
          “Taste good?” he asked dryly, crossing to the cupboard to get a drinking glass. He heard a quiet “bleah...” behind him, making the correct assumption that she had spit it out.
          “Not as good as I thought it would,” she replied.
          “How did you think it would taste?” He filled a glass up at the faucet and looked up at the window to see more fluttering.
          “Well I don't know, but better than that...”
          More moths... He shook his head and turned around, water glass in hand. He set it on the table next to her and shook a couple pills out of the Tylenol bottle, setting them beside the glass. “Well, maybe these will taste better,” he suggested. She picked up one of the pills and scrutinized it for a moment before popping it into her mouth. “Wait don't-”
          Crunch.
          “...chew it. What- have you never taken Tylenol before?” She cocked her head at him, still chewing. “Aspirin? Nothing?” She shook her head slowly and he sighed. “You're supposed to swallow it whole with water.” He wasn't completely sure, but he was at least fairly certain that he'd never had to explain this to anyone before. Her white brow furrowed.
          "It's not bad...” she said around the medicinal powder in her mouth, “but it's not very good either.”
          He handed her the water. “Here, try washing it down with this,” he grumbled.
          She took the glass from him and sniffed at it before she started drinking. About halfway through the glass he handed her the second pill. “Now try to swallow this without chewing it,” he said.
          She lowered the glass from her lips. “Why do you keep telling me to do things?” she asked.
          “It's for your own good, I used to be a doctor,” he said, then paused. “You do know what a doctor is, don't you?”
          She snatched the pill out of his hand with a scowl. “Of course I do!” she placed it in her mouth, swallowed it with some effort, then drank the rest of the water. She smacked her lips a couple times. “You're right, that was much better.”
          “Where did you come from, anyway?” he asked finally.
          “What do you mean?” she continued.
          “I... well you're not a local is what I mean.. At least, I've never seen you before. You obviously came here from somewhere and I want to know where that is.”
          “Well...” she reached up and scratched the back of her neck underneath her cloak. “I'm not sure how I can explain it.” She looked around as if for the first time. “Hang on, where am I?”
          “You're in Euclid, Pennsylvania and, more directly, my kitchen,” he answered.
          She silently mouthed the words as he finished them, slowly like they didn't fit on her tongue quite right (but that may have just been remnants of Tylenol dust). “Well where's that?” she said finally.
          “Pennsylvania?”
          “Sure.”
          “North America.”
          She shook her head. “Not following you.”
          “Alright, what's your home called then?”
          “Uh... The third tier, Olympian Valacia,” she said quickly.
          “And that is...?”
          A smile played at her lips like she thought he was joking. “Where else is there?”
          “I... don't know what you're talking about.”
          It took a few seconds for her smile to disappear as her predicament finally started to dawn on her. He felt bad, but at least they stood the chance of getting somewhere now. “Wait...” she said. “If I'm not... and this is...” she pointed at him. “Then who are you?
          “Ed Wallace,” he replied. “Most people just call me Wallace.”
          She gripped the seat of the chair. “That's it??”
          “You expecting more?” He glanced at the window again. There were still swarms of moths beating themselves against it and wondered briefly if there were any coming in through the window upstairs. The girl was still talking.
          “Light-master and keeper of... of pills or something, I don't know!”
          “Well what's your name?” he asked, trying to sound a little more gentle. The poor girl was obviously distressed. It couldn't be good for her in this state.
          She looked forlornly up at him. “I'm Cosmia, maiden of moths,” she said.
          Wallace blinked. “Maiden of what?
          “Well officially I'm a goddess, but nobody ever seems to call me that.” She slumped back in the chair. “And if I am where I think I am, well... it hardly matters now.”
          Wallace pulled a chair slowly out from the table and sat down, still staring at the girl, whose name was apparently... Cosmia? Probably a hippie child. A delusional hippie child. That might explain a few things, but... “How did you get here?” he asked cautiously.
          “I don't know,” she said. “The last thing I remember I was out dusting a cornfield... then next thing I know I'm flying around in the dark all confused.”
          “Flying, huh?” Drugs probably.
          “How else would I have gotten through your window?”
          Wallace looked slowly toward the stairs again. He had to admit that her mode of entry hadn't made a whole lot of logical sense, but... well that was just impossible. How would she have flown? She had to be lying, either that or there was somebody out there with a hang glider having a good laugh over all of this. The more he thought about it the more it seemed like some sort of elaborate prank. Well, it had to be. The only alternative was that the girl was crazy, and to set up something this intricate, and not realize the truth? Well, nobody was that crazy. He would check outside later, he decided, to see if he could find the ladder.
“Look,” he said with a sigh, “you've had a rough night, regardless of what happened. Probably the best thing for you now is to get some rest. Are you feeling any better?”
          She looked absolutely dismal, but she nodded. “My head doesn't hurt as much,” she said.
          “Good,” he said, standing up. “Come on, you can sleep in the living room, there's a blanket on the couch.” She got up to follow him out of the kitchen. As she turned, her foot caught the leg of the chair she was sitting on. Alerted by the sudden noise, Wallace turned just in time to see her stumbling over the chair. He reached out to catch her as quickly as he could and she grabbed onto his arm, clinging to him as if her life depended on it.
          She looked up at him, trembling as the back of the chair bounced against the linoleum. “Sorry,” she muttered.
          He pulled her back to her feet and she loosened her grip. “You're very accident prone, aren't you.”
          “Apparently,” she said with a bashful shrug. She didn't let go of his hand as he led her into the darkened living room, not even when he turned on a floor lamp. She lay down on the couch, pulling her cloak tightly around herself, and he threw an old knitted blanket over her.
          “I apologize if it's a little dusty,” he said.
          “Oh that's alright,” she replied. She sighed deeply and closed her eyes.
          “Now just try to relax and get some rest. We'll sort all of this out tomorrow.”
          She nodded, snuggling under the blanket. “Okay.” Wallace sat down in his recliner near the couch as she turned onto her side, facing the back of the couch. “Thanks for being so nice to me,” she said after a pause.
          “You're welcome,” he replied, picking up the previous day's paper from a side table. A few minutes later she was snoring softly.
          Wallace stayed there for a while, re-reading his paper in the dim lamplight and looking over periodically to check on the girl. When he was satisfied that she wasn't about to stop breathing he set the paper aside and went to quietly back into the kitchen. He looked around for his penlight but couldn't find it, and realized that Cosmia was probably still holding onto it.
          He picked up the chair she had knocked over and set it up next to the counter, where he stood on it and retrieved an old lantern from the top of the cabinet. It was a kerosene lantern, one of the relics his wife had kept around for sentimental reasons. He'd seen her use it once or twice on those occasions when the power had gone out in the middle of the night. He hoped it still worked.
He got down from the chair and sloshed the lantern around a bit. It still had some fuel in it. He grabbed a match from the stove and tried lighting the lantern with it. It sputtered to life reluctantly once he'd fiddled with the knob on the side for a bit, and he lowered the hood a little to keep the light low. He turned off the kitchen light and went to the door. With so many moths about he wanted to try to avoid attracting them into the house. He opened the door and slid through as quickly as he could, shutting it again as soon as he was through. Then, in the black night beyond, he opened up the lantern.
          Moths as far as he could see. From the side of the house to the edge of the forest, the air was full of soft, fluttering bodies, casting shadows from the lantern light onto each other and the surfaces behind them, covering the world in a roiling darkness. 


 
          Wallace stood in amazement at the insects around him. His jaw fell, but he quickly reconsidered as he felt a velvety wing brush against his cheek. He turned slowly, gazing up into the sky, only to see more of them scurrying above him. There were flitterings of white and grey and brown, the odd reds and blues and very occasional light green, but mostly white. Like her hair, he thought, then shook his head. No, that was crazy... she couldn't...
          Something was off, but he couldn't quite put his finger on what. What had he come out here for again? He had been so stunned by the sheer volume of moths that he had forgotten. His eyes led him to the side of the house. Ladder. That's right, he'd come out to try and find out how she'd gotten through the window. He looked up.
          There was his bedroom window, still broken open from the outside. Above it was the shear peak of the roof. She couldn't have descended from there into the window without a rope or something, and even then he would have heard her mucking about up there. Below the window was the wall, the side of the house, unmarred by a ladder. Well someone could have taken it... she couldn't have been alone in this. The yard was damp, the ground squishy. He walked, still in his slippers to the wall under the window. There were no marks on the ground, not even a dint on the grass from ladder or footprint. There was nothing.
          Wallace looked bewildered at the sky. “That... that's impossible,” he murmured. Where could she have come from? She had to have come from somewhere... he searched what little of the air he could see through the bugs for anything, a low hanging branch or a cable of some kind... anything that could reasonably explain how this girl... this “Cosmia” had come through his window.
There was nothing. He scrambled about the yard searching for any clue of anything... footprints, marks of a dragged ladder or scaffolding, or tire tracks from a cherry picker maybe. He searched all the way around the house in the mist and the moths twice by lantern light and found nothing but his own footprints, eventually collapsing breathlessly onto the wooden steps in front of the kitchen door. The lantern dangled from his fingertips. Moths danced in the air around it, occasionally bumping into the glass. One landed on his leg and crawled up his pajamas for a moment. A little white one, with a mane of feathery white and two leafy antennae by its dark grey eyes, its wings like a cloak of tattered cloth.
          Wallace put his hand in front of it and it crawled onto his finger. He lifted it up to eye level and it sat there, shaking with nervous energy for a moment before it fanned its wings and flew off again. He watched it go and disappear among its brothers and sisters.
          After a little while longer the lantern sputtered out, leaving him in the darkness. By starlight he could still make out the moths around him as his eyes adjusted. Crickets chirped in the distance and Wallace realized that he didn't know what time it was, but he supposed it didn't matter very much. He eventually stood up and went back to the house, leaving the serenity of the outside behind him.
          He left the lantern on the kitchen table and walked carefully through the darkened house. In the living room he clicked on the lamp to check on the girl sleeping on his couch. She was still there, sleeping soundly, though she had stirred since he'd left her there and she was now absently chewing on the blanket in her sleep. He put the back of his hand in front of her mouth to check her breathing, and felt it soft, warm and, more importantly, regular on his speckled skin. She was a pretty girl, he thought, almost angelic in a way. He felt a compulsion to ruffle her hair, but didn't. He went to the lamp and turned it off, then sat down in his recliner and pulled back the lever, leaning back as far as he could. In a few minutes he was asleep. 


Nikki Leeper is this month's featured artist.  Check out more of her work on her blog, on her Facebook page, and at behance.net.  

Want to have your work featured on Stuff and Nonsense?  Find out how here!

(To Be Continued in Chapter 2)

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

A Call for Artists!

I need to do this before I forget again.

First off, a brief introduction for those of you who haven't been here before.  Welcome to "Stuff and Nonsense," a little blog dedicated to fanciful stories, silly bits of verse, and odd ventures written by yours truly.  I aim to find humor and beauty in life and post what I can find here.  

I've decided to start doing a "featured artist" type thing here with my serial stories (plural because yes, there's another one coming).  Up until now the illustrations for my current serial, "Emielle: A Techno Fairy Tale" have been done by my sister Anna and while that's all well and good, she is not only incredibly busy but is also shipping out to Ireland at the end of the month and will probably be even moreso after that point.  Also, I'd like to connect with and share some fresh talent so I'm sending out a call for any visual artists who might be interested in having their work featured here on "Stuff and Nonsense." 

So here's where we get to the important part-


Applying to have your work featured is simple:

-Email me a quick note explaining who you are, what you're all about, and how you found this post. 
-Please make the subject line read "S&N Art Thingie,"
-Include your portfolio or other-type collection of work you've done before.  A link to an online source is preferred, but I'll accept 5-10 attachments if you have no other alternative. 
-A new featured artist will be selected every month and applications do carry over, so if you're not selected for this month, you very well might be next month.  Yay!
-Lastly, spread the word!  If you know anyone who might be interested, by all means let them know.  I'd like to feature as many of you as I can, and I can only do that if you let me know you're out there!


Once you are selected, here is what's going to be expected of you:

-All work submitted needs to be in .jpg format, no smaller than 552x415 pixels and no bigger than 2197x2746 pixels.  All work must be in digital format (if you mail me something I won't be able to upload it to the blog, and I'll also be wondering how you got my mailing address).
-For each assignment I'll need either three spot illustrations or two spots and one big illustration, depending on the story/episode being illustrated.  I'll let you know which it'll be when I send you your assignment. 
-As for content, I'd like the illustrations to stay representative of the story and they must at the very least be loosely inspired by the story/episode's content.  The medium and style, however, is up to you. 
-Work should be completed one month from the time assigned.  If you want to run a sketch or first draft by me, this should be done well before the one-month mark.

Benefits of seizing this wonderful opportunity include:

-Exposure!  If you illustrate for me, your audience is likely to expand by a few-- nay, several people!  Any illustrations I put on here will be credited to you and posted along with any contact information and/or links to your own blogs/web sites/online portfolios/whatever you are willing to provide me with.  As a starving artist myself, I know how much it sucks to work solely for exposure, and I'd like to give you some other form of compensation for your efforts, so...

-Multiple dollars!  Seriously, more than just one!  I can't offer too too much because this blog is a labor of love with no profit margin.  However, I am willing to pay $75 dollars per assignment completed.  This will be mailed to you in check form upon completion/delivery of the artwork.  (I'd like to stick to snail mail but if, and only if, that is absolutely impossible for you (like if you live in the arctic or something, in which case, how do you have an internet connection?) then we can work something else out.)

And that's... about it, really!  This is still only a fledgeling blog with limited readership, but I'm hoping this will be a step toward changing that.  As always, thanks for reading!

Saturday, September 13, 2014

eM:I-elle, A Techno Fairy Tale. Part 1: There Was... (Chapter 2)


eM:I-elle, A Techno Fairy Tale.
Part 1: There Was...
Chapter2

Written By Ivan Overmoyer
Illustrations by Anna Overmoyer
Copyright (c) 2014, All Rights Reserved

(In case you missed it, Chapter 1 can be found here)



      The days were explosions. Bright sun flash reached over ground and house and swiped its gaze over the underneath before it disappeared over the eyelid rim of CitySky. Light faded over the day until it was nothing and night again. Cycles of life passed this way neverchanging and he remembered days for the life lived, not as the world did: day after day, after fading day, forever.

      He woke with the sun’s hello and dressed. His clothes were not fine, but thick and warm, worn, edges frayed but still intact. With new sunburst still in mind he walked through the small stone house and outside without eating. The back door of the house faced Stalkward, away from the sun, and this was the way he went. The world was bright, silent, just waking and still, but for the faint chip chipping of his father's hoe in the distance. He stood and leaned against the stone wall, wrapped arms around himself, waited.

      Far off was a leany shack where the poet dwelt, over on top of the shallow hill and far aside the village bounds. Its thin walls pushed at the wind, strained to stay upright. He watched, he waited.

     Chip… Chip… Chip… Chip… Chip…

      He saw nothing through her slight window. Even here he would see the flicker from her candle, or darkness as her face blocked frame but today there was nothing and no one and he was tense, no sense of time, only worry and suppressed panic. He waited.

      “You're up early. Eaten?”

      His father's voice and only now he noticed the faint chip chipping had turned silent. His father was tall, lean muscles grasping his neck, held stubbly head over shapeless pigskin coat. Worn headscarf covered what was left of his hair and he peered down at his son with large black eyes.

      “No,” he replied, answering the man’s gaze with his own eyes. He too was tall, but not as much. With a thick woven shroud around him of deep brown, he had dun hair shaggy to match. His stubble was not as dark or thick enough to match the elder’s Scruff, but those who didn’t call him Cabel knew him as Young Scruffy, son of the old farmer.

      His father rumbled, “You worry again.”

      He timidly replied, “I do.”

      Old Scruffy looked to the poet’s house. “She’s stayed longer in seclusion than this, but you’ve not lost appetite over it. What cause have you now?”

      A shiver shook the young one’s frame. “She’s not stirred in seven days from there, though she had only enough supplies for three.”

      “Starvation doesn’t come in four days,” the old one said.

      “But weakness does for one as frail as her.”

      “Then she has found some other food source.”

      The young one shook his head. “The hill is barren, the grasses too sparse and hard to eat. No moss pigs burrow there and the only meat is ilvi.”

      “Any who eats ilvi gets exactly as he deserves.”

      “She would not,” Cabel said quick, “you know that.”

      The old man was solemn. “You think something has happened to her.”

      “I fear the worst.” He looked at his father. “I have to go to her, help in any way I can.”

      “You want to bring her food.” It was no question the old one asked, he knew his son’s intentions. Anyone else would have beaten the boy.

      “If she cannot provide for herself.”

      “Do what you must.”

      Old Scruffy hefted hoe to shoulder, turned treaded slowly around the house. The garden lay Edgeward and he had work undone. Cabel waited to hear his father’s hoe before he pushed his weight from the wall and onto his soles, giving the poet’s leany shack one last look before he headed downslope toward the village.

      Shady Grey sat, a town of worn dirt paths as trenches between rock and house, squat in a shallow valley, walled on all sides but edgeward where the sun peeked every morning. Most were small farms, little plots of peaty chilling ground where grasses and dark berries grew beside the wooden storehouses and pokey dwellings. Cabel trod the path, punched dust with pig skin shoes.

      The village centered on a wide pond trickling in and out from each side. A strong, slow stream, the shape a malformed pancake, deep dark and cold hiding sinister creatures and barely edible animals. Over the trickling-out sat a large paddle wheel pushing around slow with a steady rhythm of squeaks and groans coming from the building it drove, a sad wooden box with a shallow curve top.

      And people, trudged the pitted streets nodding their hellos, stopped by the water's edge, drew buckets or skins, went on their way. Others with satchels of sustenance. Cabel continued on to the box himself with trepidation and a nod here and there to those who greeted him. A woman, older, left as he came upon the door and he held it for her and she murmured a thankyeson, was on her way and Cabel slipped through.

      The creak-and-groan was louder inside but what meager light shone through the dusty windows revealed none of the machine that produced it. Most of it was hid, and the main room was small with naught but a counter and a scale and a door within. A rotating shaft along the ceiling. A bell sounded as the entrance closed. The door behind the counter was left standing open and a gaunt hairless man came swift through though stopping just beyond the frame to scan Cabel, toes to scalp with sharp blue eyes under a heavy brow.

      “Hello young one,” he said in a mild voice, “and what might you be here for today?”

      “I need to make a withdrawal, Smith. Please.”

      The heavy brow raised. “A withdrawal it is, then. For you took some five days worth of bread last time. This hour precisely in fact, am I right in thinking you went hungry yesterday?”

      “Day before,” Cabel said, “I could not eat.”

      “Feeling sick then are we.”

      “A withdrawal. Please.”

      “Still your nerves young one.” His teeth showed oddly clean. “How much do you wish to take out this day?”

      “Eight days of meal.”

      “That leaves you with four until the next fortnight. You are sure?”

      “Yes.” Cabel stood firm though his jaw shook.

      “Far be it from me to question.” Smith bowed his head, slipped backward through the door. “Wait here for me.”

      Cabel had not realized his meager balance. He would have to work extra to stay fed, but it would not be so bad. He could stand some hunger, and his back was strong.

      Smith returned with a sizeable sack of dun brown cloth, plomped down on the counter’s top. “Here it is,” he said. “Will there be anything else this morning? Credits to tell perhaps?”

      “None today but… might I ask after another?”

      Smith’s head turned slowly sidewise, blue eyes narrowed. “You might. Who will you be asking after?”

      Cabel took in a shuddering breath. “Emielle. The poet.”

      “Ah…” and the word escaped as a breath. “Not thinking of charity are we?” His claw released the top of the sack and Cabel snatched it before the edge could fall.

      “That’s none of your concern.”

      “I should think so,” answered he, “but it’s a fool who gives food to the likes of her when he has barely enough for himself.”

      “But who else would?”

      “And that…” Smith backed slowly into the shadow of the back room. “That is none of my concern.”

      “You answered not my question!” called Cabel.

      “You already know it,” came the grumble though the walls, and Cabel left huffing.

      Now was his journey homeward and Cabel went with the sack over one shoulder. Fortunate was he, he knew, to live in his father’s house. But he worked for his own food whether Smith knew it or not, repairing walls and roofs of those who could not themselves, and the old ones spoke well of him. He would deal his meal as he pleased. Upon return the house was vacant and he went to his room to split the sack, scooping the meal to earthen jars. Then he struck out to the hill, out to where the poet dwelt.





      Over dirt and rock and clumps of red grasses, pushing up the incline step by step by step, feet forming rhythm in his mind and matching it with his lungs. It drew in his mind and hardened his body, protected him from the cold. It was a long walk to her dwelling over a path trodden enough to be barely visible. He kept his eyes to the ground. The wind swirled around him, a long-haired dancer breathing in his ears and laughing him on his way, mocking his knotted worry. He knew that his father was right and starvation would not come to her so soon, yet he still feared that it would be one step closer to losing her singular mind forever. That would be difficult for him to bear.

      The trance broke when he arrived at her dwelling. His feet stopped and tingled, his legs wobbling, still wishing to continue, his breath kept running, confused, why did we stop we were doing so well. The ancient structure stood there in its gray stone and grayer mortar, square angles jutting from the loose hilled ground like a single jagged tooth. A metal door and a stone block corner with the other two walls constructed from discard metal and wood, broken pieces of ancient things, patched holes and ragged. Any color had all turned to gray and brown and it pushed against wind rain and snow. He raised his hand and knocked upon the metal door and the whole structure seemed to shake as the door gave in its frame, begging him to stop.

      Wind answered the knock and nothing more, howling in hollows, holes in walls. Cabel pressed the door handle which scraped and ground in itself and let the door open with a sickly pop, grating over the floor and he pushed it closed behind him. Sack fell from shoulder and landed hard on the ground a sifty sigh. It was no warmer inside but with less wind.

      “Emielle?” He called her name but heard no answer and ventured a step through the tiny room toward the blanket that covered the door and the plank floor bobbed under his feet. “Emielle, are you there?” A cold wet tapped his bare ankle and he startled, shouting sudden fear, but it was only a long furry ilvi and its damp nose and it stared into his eyes with amber orbs. Ears pressed back against its neck, and it had a dark mask on a white face. “Gdjaaaa-aaaaa-aaaa.” He swung his arm angrily at the thing for frightening him so. The creatures made him uneasy and he did not fancy them touching him without his permission or prior knowledge, but he knew better than to strike them. These, animals of bad omen, but bringing them harm was even worse. “What do you want, ilvi? I have food but not for you.”

      It rocked forward, batwings rising earily above its head, sniffing attention to sack and meal, then bounded arcing past and under the blanket door. Cabel followed and pushed through blanket to the room beyond. Surrounded by broken furniture and scrap cloth. He saw across the space an ilvi brown of face sitting erect and alert distrusting with its eyes, another curled a ball of grey in sleep beside it. The one he followed in had turned to his left and he saw the snuffling behind two wooden crates, bending toward human figure on a cloth pile.

      She lay alone shrouded in old cloth a thick shirt and torn pants in layers, limbs folded fetal with breathing shallow and tear tracks sideways down her face. Hair dark short and wavy scattered around her head and shading eyes.

      His breath stilled and he knelt by her, wishing but not daring to touch her cheek. The ilvi stared up at him. “Em-mielle?” He whispered the word like a secret that he did not want known, but her eyelids fluttered open and she saw him.

      “I didn’t know you were coming.” Her eyes were still unfocused and her words were weak.

      “I didn’t tell you I was.” He stared into, fascinated by her eyes, the strands of rich blue as they stretched back and forth reading his face. “I… brought you meal,” he said, and she smiled, he could not help to do it himself. “I will prepare it for you.”

      As he started to stand she moved her hand gently to his knee. “Oh… leave me some dignity,” she whispered. “I’m not helpless utterly.” He froze, stopped by her gesture and she leaned up to her knees. She offered a hand to the ilvi for a quick sniff and scurry off under a table as she stood, gazing sleepily at the room around her. She wiped the tear tracks from her face. “And I dreamt of the sky,” she murmured. “Thank you, Mung.”

      “Why did you sequester here for so long?” He watched as she slipped slow and silent across uneven stone floor. Her stove was nestled a metal pan under metal hood under metal pipe rising through crooked roof against a stone wall between Senegal and Bijou’s table and a stack of fuel blocks.

      “The brothers were gone. They would be hungry upon their return and worried were I not here. Gone so long I had to wait. And so I did.”

      “Gone…” he stared at her setting the bricks of woodmoss in the stove. “Gone where? Not stealing more books again…”
      She lit the stove with a sulfur match, scraped against the ground. “What else?” She looked back at him.

      “You would bring the Empties here? You mustn’t let them do such things!” With anger or unease his hands shook, unsure which.

      “Even if I wished them not to they could not be stopped.” Bijou ever upright gave a yawn as Emielle ran hand over head ears and neck. The stroke shivered his spine, leaning into it and they could all sense Cabel’s discomfort. “Their nature dictates what they do, not my word. The books they would hoard even were I not here.”

      “But you don’t need to encourage them!”

      “I will do as I please,” she said stiffly and her words kicked at his stomach.

      “I… I’m sorry,” he said, his anger shrinking to regret. “I worry for you, that’s all. If the Empties came and took you away…” Here he halted.

      “They would come for the ilvi and me. They would leave the village alone.”

      “But your work… would all be lost! If that… I couldn’t…”

She smiled and put her hand on his shoulder. “Someday it will all be lost anyhow. I do not write to be remembered, I write because I must.”

      “But what about me, or my father? We love your work, would you deprive us?”

She touched her forehead to his. “If they stopped stealing books, it would have the same effect.” She smiled wider. “Worry not.” She went back to the stove, retrieving a small metal cauldron from a hook inside as the fire sputtered bright.

      Cabel sputtered as well. “But… your poetry comes from within you! You don’t need the ilvi for such beauty, you are an artist on your own!”

      She looked up at him from scooping some cupfulls of meal into the vessel. “And I suppose you can patch the wall of a home without mortar, or build a door without wood and metal?” He deflated yet again. “Cabel, we do not tell each other how to work.”

      He sighed deep and slow. “Nothing I say can persuade you?”

      She smiled. “Nothing.”

      He turned toward the door, eyes sweeping ilvi asleep around the room. There was so much about her he didn’t understand. “Just promise me this as thanks for the meal… be careful. Don’t get taken. I would not want my charity to be in vain.” He stepped away, back toward the rocks and dirt and cold, pulling his cloak tight around.

      “Wait,” she said, and he stopped and she scurried to her bed, pulling out her journal, flipping through tattered remains of ilvi dinner. She pulled a page, folded and held it to him. “Here. Take this, and know I will be careful.”

      He took the paper as an egg and held it close to his chest. “Work well, and please take care of yourself.”

      “The same goes for you.”

      And he nodded and left.

      In the wind he unfolded the scratchy sheet and read as he trudged.



The night is old as I fold my tent

and set out for another day, toting rations,

bed and damp canvas, striking out

against the untamed plain for somewhere

I’ve never seen.



That somewhere out there I’ve never been to,

where there’s water and sky

where the ground isn’t mirrored by a floor above

my head and everyone grows as tall as they can

because they can

without fear of bumping their heads on the sky.



And I

know I can get there if I just keep

walking against the untamed plain,

back loaded with rations and damp until

I get tired and set my tent

to recharge for another day of walking,

rest and repeat

to continue on until I reach

the sea.



      Breath issued joining the wind around him as he held the poem to his chest with lines still fresh in mind. A smile broke his lips and he hunched his shoulders as he shivered, not from cold. This he would add to his collection and treasure. He folded it up following the creases she had made and held it close, pretending it was her.

 


      The small stream that fed into the river that ran into the village went past a path which led to the poet’s house, not far from the spring of its origin, a crater in the earth surrounded by ground-scrubbing bushes where water bubbled up from an ancient pipe in a dark abyss down below. She would walk the path by the familiar sound of the trickling stream with a light metal bowl in hand to the spring then claw her way down the crater wall to the water. Stomach wining with anticipation, she kissed the water, sucking the cold through her before dunking the bowl, freezing it to her finger flesh.

      Clambering out to the path with bowl sloshing overhead and water veins running down over hand. She felt the ilvi stir in the house.

      Senegal bent his neck into the cauldron, forepaws on the edge, tasted meal with his nose holes. It tasted to him sour, spoiled yet rife with tiny animals, sweet and acrid at once and it tickled. He sneezed and jumping backed away from the cauldron batting at his nose.

     Must you do such things? Bijou stood still in his spot, orange eyes glancing down at his brother below.

      It burns at my curious nerve, he reproachful replied, looking up at Bijou. His head bobbed with constant sniffing. I understand not how they are nourished by such substance as this. Strange creatures they are.

     Well you’ll learn nothing by sticking your nose in their food.

      It is a place to start at least. Where would you have me look? Then distracted by a newer smell, Senegal wandered off to a corner, scratching now and then at the stony floor.

      Such things are not for us to know. It was Monk now, opening a single sleepy eye from his curled up mass under chair. We eat our food, they eat theirs. It matters not the hows or whys.

      Bijou yawned. Leave him his wonders as he will. He is young yet, he will learn soon enough.

      With a snort Monk’s eye closed again only to be opened once more as Bango leapt from her shirt pile onto Senegal’s back, a blurry white shriek of joy. Monk sighed loud letting his distaste be known, but neither youngster noticed. He curled tighter.

     Get off me, I’m smelling!

      You did so straight into my trap, thief! Do not deny, you’re after my hoarded shinies!

      I thought I smelled beetles, you nit, now get off! And with a dark grunt from his throat Bango was flipped on her back and her quarry scattered off a flurry of clacking claws, jumped to book pile to chair and back to table, glowering down at her.

     Come and face me you currish coward!

      Leave me alone, Bango, I’m right off the mood.

      Oh come, Senegal, you’re less fun than Terak.

      And so be it.

      Bango shook herself a shiver running down her back and looked about the room. Fine! Where is Mung, he’ll play with me.

      Terak yawned her way out of a sleeve and out of silence. He went off after the human, he did. For once patience, sister, he’ll return again soon.

      Humph. Always following the Starchaser he is. What hopes he to gain from following her springward?

      It’s not the Starchaser he follows. It was that Odann boy. Terak rolled slowly on her back gazing at her sister with ears flattened to the floor. I know not what he wants from that one. Mung is a strange one he is.

      A grunt and a hop and Bango loped out through the cloth door and squeezed through the hole in the front room outdoors. White fur glinting over rocks, through scrub grasses, picking carefully along faded path. She followed the faint footprints and claw marks aided by Mung’s lingering musk, but her sharp eyes saw no movement ahead. By and by she stopped, planting her backside in the dirt, ears flattened and she concentrated.

      Mung, where are you! Come homeward, I’m bored and no one will play with me! Anyway, you ought not chase Odann, you’ll scare them. You’ll bring naught but trouble.  She waited, listened, stopping only once to let her hind leg thump-scratch an itchy earwing. Mung! Come home, come back! You’ll worry the Starchaser! Gusts roamed the scarred plain, ruffled clumps of grasses and played with her senses, bringing smells that did not belong and sounds that churned in her earscapes and it dried her eyes. Mung!!

      Bango, stop your worry. He approached from the side, crawling to her off path. She snapped her eyes freezing on him plodding forth under shadow and scrub. None saw me. If I can skulk through CitySky we need not fear a few Odann. He was calm but his tone uneasy and his nose did not twitch as he walked. She popped up at him and he refrained from flinching as her teeth found his neck skin and shook hard. Half his size, she shook herself.

      You frightened me, bully! Brute! What shall happen when the Starchaser comes in and finds us both gone, what will she think then?

      Wonder you truly? He whipped his head knocking her hold from his pelt and she rolled to her feet, prancing in circles around him as he plodded paw over paw homeward. I think she will know exactly where we are.

     She would know better if we stayed put. What do you out here, why follow the Odann boy?

      I followed him for the poem.

      I see, thought you’d steal yourself a snack, did you? Naughty is Mung.

      I only wished to smell. I do not steal the Poet’s words, only taste them on the wind unless freely given.

      Then your nose is so brown it stinks!

      Or rather it smells.

      She charged his belly and whumped him on his side. A rotten punster you are. And bounced on ahead.

      Mung rolled back to standing and shook the dust from his fur. Quick wits make for quick feet it’s said. His rump angled high a twitching tail as he folded for a spring. And so shall I catch you! He sprang barreling after the bouncing youngster who shrieked in excitement and took his chase.



      It was warm gruel the meal made and her stomach grumbled happy as she ate. The fire warmed the little house with sputters and pops across from her bed where she sat savoring the malty grain taste slipping through mouth and throat. Senegal from his table bed sniffed curious at the steam from the cauldron and sneezed, throwing his balance from the perch. He tumbled whumping to the floor and jumped up, shook body from front to end.

      Her head tick-tocked left and right as she smiled at the young ilvi. “That will do you no good, to your stomach or your head.” Senegal sneezed again and scurried to a corner, nose to ground. Another mouthful heated and soothed her angry throat and she felt it with eyes closed. “And Monk, where is your brother? He goes hungry and your haul is hidden.”

      Monk looked up with a yawn and stretched from under table as the poet ate. He trundled his frame through cloth door, poked his front through the outside hole to find sounds of scuffle and play. Two ilvi tumbled in a wrestle of claws and teeth among the scrubbish weeds beyond. When you are quite finished dirtying your pelts the Starchaser would like you inside. Mung has a meal coming.

      Mung’s brownish bulk shook itself to standing, the younger one in his teeth struggled in vain. Thought I to be punished with hunger, Mung thought with firm grip on Bango’s napeskin. He dragged her toward the hole as she kicked and grunted.

      Punished why? Monk pulled back through the hole aside for his brother. You’ve not misbehaved that I know.

     Naught been naughty? Let me go, I’ll give you a thrashing!

      Mung shook her through the hole. Quiet, Bango. You’ll not be rude to Monk. He dropped her and she ran with a squeak through the cloth door.

     You’ve been punning with her again, haven’t you?

      Monk’s disapproval tickled him. A little harmless fun only hurts the bugs. Now what’s this of a meal?

     You were unfed upon our return, were you not? Monk clacked away through to where the poet sat. Come, why thought you to be punished?

      Mung followed after. I gave her a fright is all.

      The poet sat where Monk had left her. The empty bowl by folded knee, her lap now held her blank book where she tore out another verse.



One night I dreamt a tower

piercing through a crust of snow

and I looked not at its apex,

just the crystal down below

where the sources of our lifeblood

told us all there is to know.

Full of stories, full of wisdom

giving food, that we may grow.



Within the crystal mirror

we were beautiful and clean,

clever children of a mother

who could see us through a screen

of a window in the tower

with the glorious polished sheen

and we never even knew her

but we knew she was our queen.



Numberless our masses

standing straight in golden hive

as we watched the preparations

for the ones yet to arrive.

There I was, inside this heaven,

and I felt my spirit dive

and I felt my heart still beating

but I did not feel alive.





      The paper held to Mung's nose, she smiled as he sniffed and his eyes of glassy orange scanning her face. Fearful, no claws resting on her lap and the faintest shiver with the shallow whuf whuf of the nostrils.

      “There is no poison here, Mung. A long awaited dinner. You did not truly think I would let you go hungry?”

      A moment more hesitation, then a ginger tug with foreteeth. The paper slipping soft whispers through thumb and forefinger and Mung blinks, backing away. Bijou watches envious from his perch on the table. The poet watches, curious as the ilvi slinks away. She does not know his hiding place.

Through a hole in ancient walls Mung slipped his way through a maze of dust and dirt and fiber, coming at last through to a small metal space lined with scraps of dry blank paper and cloth snips. Sat down and curled in nolight, dinner in his teeth he set it lightly in the nest. The Odann boy clutching paper to its chest trudged through the wind and cold, a foolish youth flashing through the Ilvi's mind, tracking scent of poem.

      The secret lies in our food, not in theirs. He whuffs and sniffs and tastes the air for the heady scent the poem gives him and he tries to understand.

      Eventually hunger takes over, and Mung dines alone.


(To Be Continued)